whEn life is always like that...

assalamualaikum...

satu persoalan timbul ketika ini...
(dan,secare jujurnye inila yg seringkali bmain dlm fikiran dan nurani gadis norislina sejak kebelakangan ini..)
"apakah ada lg cerita antara aku dan dia?" segenap jiwa bgema persoalan ini..
segala2nya bmula pd 2minggu yg lepas...ketika itu,aku lihat die smakin lame smakin jauh dr aku..
tidak spt slalu...tidak spt 2 bulan yg lepas...
kdg2 aku cube tahankn diri dari bfikir yg buruk2 ttg dia..
biar die jalani hidupnya dgn tenang bsame prasangka positifku utk nya...
namun,smpai bile aku harus positifkan perkara yg negatif pada zahirnya?
sehingga kini,aku cuba melatih diri utk terus mempositifkan keadaan..
ianya bkn utk sape2...utk die juge....sungguh,sumenye hanya utk die.. even,hati aku jadi taruhannye..
tak mengapa..andai itu yg die mahukan...aku redha!

siapala aku utk menolak takdir Tuhan..?
siapala aku utk menidakkan segala yg pernah dia lalui dulu bsame EX nya?
siapala aku utk mhukum dia atas segale pbuatannya?
siapala aku utk mengadili perasaannya?
dan siapala aku utk tega meletakkan dia di tangga yg teratas?
ye,aku tau aku bkn sape2....

dan krn itu...terdgr suatu bisikan ke telinga ku..
"perlukah aku mengundur diri?"
time will tells...

rindu utk menikmati ketenangan bukit bukau di hadapan rumah...
moga iSnin dpn membawa suatu kehidupan yg baru utk aku..
nk terus g keje pg isnin tu dr umah...harap2 sempat smpai kl before 8am...

bye2...jumpe lg Isnin dpn..
aku ingin cari ketenangan...



-norish-

jeLajah gentinG...

hye there...

Sgt riang tatkala mnerime panggilan dr Aine rabu minggu lps....waktu tu aku dlm ofiz dok menelaah database yg sgt memeningkan ini..bsame dgn jiwa yg ketika itu kosong,aku lantas bersuara riang bile kedengaran berita bhw rkn2 dr UMP nk dtg sini....seronok x terkate....(ayaat ni da mcm novel lak...ehehe.... ;p )

Mereka sebenarnye menagih janji2 ku yg dulu...haha...ok,dan aku pon tnpe berfikir pjg terus menunaikannye....janji ape?janji utk bergembire di Genting Highlands....alamak!ini bmaksud aku kene apply cuti..xpe2..nasib baik bos aku sporting,so dgn senangnye cuti aku diluluskan pd Jumaat tu (10hb yg lps)hehe.. (*_*)

Then,lps Aine col..cpt2 aku wat room reservation kt theme park hotel...-quad room-rm160/nite-two queen sized bed-bedroom besar-ade bath tab ;)-can observe kl view from window(ni kalo wktu mlm sure best!)-..hehe...so,room ni sesuai sgt2la n cukupla utk kami bertujuh....but...unfortunately my frens tpkse cancel last minutes nk bmalam kt sane coz ari sabtu tu dorg ade taklimat LI...memo baru kuar juz after aku wat reservation..(hampeh betul..!!UMP ni bkn nk announce awal2...at least lehla kami plan baik skit...)so,tpkse blk ari la jwbnye..tak bestnye!!huhu...xpela,mybe next time...

Pas balik keje ari khamis lps,aku jumpe Aine n Nik kt kl central..ingt nk booking pakej kt situ,tp kaunter da tutup lak..so,tpkse tggu esk la nmpknye...byknye rintangan...*sigh..
then,kami terus menuju ke Times Square nk jmpe kwn2 yg len..and finally,7 sekawan bertemu kasihnye di BORDERS book store,Times Square...hahaha...alhamdulillah..best sgt2 dpt jmpe dorg lg...

After having our shopping time,kitorg pon balik ke rumah my auntie kt sg besi naik star..woho!Riuh rendah dlm star dgn gelak tawa kami..hehe..pedulilah ape org nk ckp,kn?janji kami hepi...betul x Aine,Nik,Kayown,Ana,Azreen & Yana?hehe...budak2 ni sume dok shopping sakan kat Sg Wang Plaza,Lowyat n Times Square...mentang2 la loan da dpt...me?included...hehe...

Esknye pagi2 aku da bangun...serentak dgn Aine n Yana...em,utk ana,nik,kayown n azreen - susahnye nk kejut korg bgn...!hehe..then,kitorg mandi manda bsame2..ops!salah statement..mandi bergilir2... ;) area 7am baru bertolak dr umah...menuju ke star utk ke masjid jamek...then,tukar tren nek putra ke kl central..smpai kl central,ingtkn tiket available lg,tp...malangnye next departure kul11.30am lak..wktu tu jam baru je kul8am..adoi..
ah!xkuase aku nk tggu 3jam kt situ..so,aku decided nk try tgk tiket kat putra gombak..so,let's go gurl!kite g gombak lak...ape nk jadi,jadila...aku kene dptkn gak tiket pakej genting golden tu utk kwn2 aku nie...

Nk di jadikan cite,smpai2 je kt putra gombak,tgk da ramai da org beratur kt kaunter tiket genting tu..woho!!(ish...dorg sume ni watpe kt sini?x g keje ke...?arini kn Jumaat..work day!)eleh...budget cam aku sorg je yg dpt cuti ari jumaat kt kl nie..errr..... (*_*)
erm...ketike sdg beratur pjg tu...tetibe ntah dr mane tcetus satu idea yg bijaksane!teng3...guess wat?

guess la..

guess la..

guess ek?

ok...i give u some time...

1minute..
2minutes..
3minutes..

10minutes..

ok!times up!!

nk tau x ape die?ok...actually,aku x sanggup tgk kwn2 aku tggu lame nk naik Genting tu...kalo nk ikutkan,aku rase mmg xkn smpt nk catch bus kul10 pagi tu if da beratur pjg2 ni..alamatnye x naik genting la jwbnye aritu..huhu..so..tgh gundah gulana tu,aku terpandang 3 gurl yg beratur kt barisan depan sekali...err...ini masenye utk wat muke x malu..ape lg...aku pun tarik tgn aine,pastu terus g depan...

aku :awk,erm...nk beli pakej genting golden tu ek..?(sambil wat muke comel..)
gurl tu :yerp...nape ek?
aku :hehe...nk kirm skali leh?boleh ek?hehe...sy nak 7 pakej..
gurl tu :oh..!no problem...duit?
aku :hehe...thanks yer...nah duit....rm300 utk 7 pakej ek....lebih bg balik ek..hehe...
gurl tu :akak cashier...bg sy 10 pakej genting golden ek?(7+3)
cashier:ok...

moral of the story : jgn malu wat muke tak tau malu bile keadaan mendesak..!haha..

**1pakej = rm42
(termasuk bus pergi balik,skyway pergi balik,outdoor & indoor theme park(ALL PARK!)
HOHO...murah,kan?it's really berbaloi...!)



woho...!finally,disebabkn idea 'pandai' tu,aku bjaye dptkn tiket kul10am utk kami bertujuh ni..kalo x,next departure kene tunggu kul 11...huhu...alhamdulillah...then,berlepas la kami kul10am dr gombak ke skyway...

actually,ni masuk kali ke 7 aku g genting..hehe...so,not so surprising la bile da smpai kt sane...niat juz nk bwk kwn2 aku ni merase keseronokan yg pnah aku rasekn...eh,bleh plak cmtu ek?hehe...tp,perasaan bile bkumpul dgn kwn2 ni,sgt berbeza..aku rase puas...enjoy sgt!(even kat hati ini ade duka y tsembunyi..biasela...life is always like that...huhu...)

ini antare gmbr2 yg sempat kami snap mase g genting aritu...check it out..!


waktu ni,kami baru je turun dr genting skyway..da smpai kt ats da...muke masing2 ceria..!xsabar nk main outdoor n indoor games...woho....!!U GO GURL..!













naik eskalator menuju ke outdoor theme park...peace...!!mmg gile posing budak2 nie..hehe...













ALL PARK unlimited ride pass...!!

















adoi....pening kepala naik buai ni...huk3...













jantung tertinggal kat atas....seram nye naik space shot nie...!rase melayang je jiwa ni..eh,yeke?hehe..

setelah selesai ber 'space shot'....rugi nik(plg kiri) tak naik tau..minah ni la yg tlg jage handbag kami sume mase kami dok main space shot ni...die xmo naik sbb takut..hehe...xpe2...at least,kami ade camerawoman n cik pjage beg..hehe..tul x nik?

bersame Yana....diela plg excited nk g genting nie...hehe...rindu same kamo0...













konon2nye reunion la nie...haha....UUM vs UMP..
kebetulan dorg pun gathering kat sini....n sume boys...same like us....we are all gurls..matching la tu,kn?hehe...jumpe mase nk naik roller coaster....haha...sporting ah dorg sume nie...best2...












nape mereka2 melihat dako0 meletak begku?terase diri tlalu dihargai..haha...













lihat wajah ku yg kepeningan setelah menaiki roller coaster...im sick!!











jomla ke London..hehe... (*_*)













nk call die...tp.....ops..!!out of topic....titik.


















model bateri energizer... ;)









pukul 7.30mlm di Genting...sejuknye.....pucat muke aku...huhuhuh....sejuk sgt....



















da nk balik da ni...huk3...
















hehe...aku pun tk tau ape motif gmbr nie....

















bersame kayown...I LOVE U....hehe..



























panorama KL view dr skyway...masyaALLAH..indahnya alam ciptaan Tuhan ni..tetibe hati tersentuh melihat kecantikan yg Allah kurniakan ini...sesungguhnya Allah Maha Besar...

(maaf,pic xbrape clear..tp,believe me...pmandangan waktu ni saujana mata memandang...)







bye2 Genting....nnt kite jmpe lg....!

the timing is NOW...~

Ello there!!

today my fren dr UMP nk dtg KL..!!!BESTnye dpt jmpe dorg lg...now jam kt ofiz da pukul 8.50am..
means dat lbh kurg 2jam lg my fren akn btolak nek bus dr kuantan ke sini...tk sbr nk jmpe dorg..

YANA..
KAYOWN..
ANA..
AINE..
NIK...
rumet ANA..

i tunggu u all tau..we meet up after i abiz keje nnt yer...pukul 5...after ofiz hour..wink*..

actually my fren dtg sini coz kami plan nk g GENTING HIGHLANDS...waa...!! (nasib baik cuti aku lulus....hihi..)
akhirnye plan yg da di buat sejak dr SEM 2 baru skg terlaksana...alhamdulillah...
utk yana,kayown n nik...norish tk mungkir jnji kan?hehe...

anyway...skg juz menunggu mase nk pukul 5....cpt2la mase blalu..hehe..

can't wait to see them again!!

wat a gurl want isn't always wat a gurl need....

wat a gurl WANTS isn't always wat a gurl NEEDS..

smlm..after abiz keje,area 5.30pm cmtu,aku n shah balik nek putra..
smpai Masjid Jamek,mase nk tukar tren ke sri petaling aku ckp kt shah,
"erm...u balikla dulu...i need to go somewhere...sorry.."
die pun dgn pandangan yg sgt curious bertanye kt aku...
"u nk g mane nih...??"
and aku pon jwb...
"erm..somewhere...ok,bye2..see u tomorrow!"
"eh2...lin...wait.....!"

dr jauh aku juz bg sign "daa~" kt shah...
then,cpt2 aku hayunkan langkah menjauhi die...
hoho...sorry,fren...

kemudian,turn back n amik putra..
(yeah!im free to go anywhere at anytime since i got the monthly travel card for July worth rm100!
it's unlimited ride for 1 month!yeay..!!)

aku pun terus menuju ke klcc..
lepaking at Kinokuniya...(...im all alone...*sigh..)
shingga tjumpe satu buku yg wat aku dok kt situ 2jam smpai tak sedar ari da mlm..
huhu...

erm... wat a gurl WANTS isn't always wat a gurl NEEDS..

sometimes,akan ade satu mase di mane kite akn terkeliru dgn kehendak sendiri...

keinginan..?

@

keperluan..?

juz wanna to ask myself...

apakah prioriti aku erk?

aku juz mahukn..

-kehidupan yg sederhana...

-dihargai spt mane aku m'hargai...

-ade 'die' tnpe ade bayangan mase dulu...
-diberikan petunjuk ke arah satu jln yg pasti...(aku keliru!)
-mharapkan die bsikap lebih telus dgn aku..


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moge die baik2 je kat sane..amin..
i really miss him..!

aku dan PNB..

Hye there...

Usai sudah seminggu praktikal di menare PNB,jln tun razak bhampiran Ampang Park ni...berada di tingkat 38 membuat aku terase enjoy sekali...melihat panorama kuala lumpur yg penuh sesak dan sibuk ini melatih diri supaya dpt menguruskn diri dan kehidupan aku dgn pantas dan cekap.. oit..skema nye ayat...?

hehe..

ok...nk cite sket psl tempoh seminggu praktikal di PNB ni...alhamdulillah,sumenye bjalan dgn lancar...sgt riang melihat ke arah klcc yg megah berdiri dr jendela menara PNB floor 38 ini...kt sini aku ditempatkan di Education Development Department(EDD)...department ni menguruskan ttg scholarship utk students of local universities,overseas,Kolej Ilmu(kolej ni under PNB located at Nilai) dan anak2 staf PNB..so,anything relates to tajaan or biasiswa utk student2 yg nk lanjutkan pelajaran,department ni yg uruskan sumenye..n of coz la sape2 yg nk apply tajaan PNB kene fulfill all the requirement yg PNB da tetapkn...nk tau ape requirement2 tu?korg leh g kt website die..www.pnb.com.my...

mule2nye aku terase cam kerdil sgt..dikelilingi oleh pekerja dunia korporat membuat aku sdikit kekok...sume bende kene formal...*sigh..

tp,believe me...it's so interesting actually..!masuk2 ofis je kul8 da ade secawan milo panas tersedia di atas meja.tak payah fikir psl breakfast,coz sumenye da ade org yg tlg siapkn..hehe...
then,after lunch time pun skali lg da ade org tlg watkn air...for tea time..hehe..best,kn?thanks kak wati a.k.a pembancuh air utk EDD..

time lunch kul 1 g mkn kt PNB Darby Park..dgn syafiq(mmu),syafina(uia),shah(mmu) and cik a'(uia)..dorg ni sume student intern jgk kt sini...kt sini budak2 intern ade yg amik marketing,management,investment,finance,economy and byk lg...tp,so far aku juz rapat dgn mereka ber4 ni jela...yg len on process nk kenal2..hehe..

ari Jumaat lps lepak2 kt mcD Ampang Park..sementare tggu boys pegi solat jumaat,aku,syafina n cik a' cuci2 mate jap kat area Ampang Park...mybe sometimes kitorg akn g klcc mhabiskan mase lunch 2 jam ari jumaat kt situ..nek putra x smpai 2minit da smpai klcc dr ampang park.so,it's not a big problem la,kn?

kelmarin merupakan meeting pertame aku dgn staff department ni...instead of membincangkan ttg task distribution n pkare berbangkit,the meeting is like a bit of welcoming ceremony utk aku n syafiq yg bru mendaftar kt sini...staff kt sini sume best2 belaka...n very sporting tau...masuk2 je ofiz aku da gelak smpai nk pecah perut tgk gelagat kak mahani,kak lin and abg bad..dorg mmg happening...tak nampk gaya executive pun..hehe...bagus jgk,at least xdela stress sgt wat keje kn?keje aku berakhir pd pukul 5pm..so,dr pg kul8 smpai 5 ptg tu,keje aku asyik gelak je tgk abg bad wat lawak bodoh die...belum smpai 2minggu aku da ade satu gelaran yg sgt memalukan...sume ni idea abg bad la...x abiz2 nk sakat aku...kdg2 rase cam nk tembak je die dgn pistol air..boss kami puan rukiah cume mampu tersenyum melihat gelagat kami sume...die sgt cool i tell u...aku respect gile kt die coz sgt cool n steady..tp,tegas..

anyway,so far setakat ni aku telah diberi task utk menyiapkan scholarship application tools for PNB scholars student..pastu aku kene wat flow chart utk department ni...keje akn jadi lebih busy mase intake student bulan 7 nnt...huhu..juz wait n see..

however,aku still rindukn bumi UMP...rindu mase time blaja dulu...betul ckp org,bile da blaja tk sbr nk keje,tp bile da keje trase nk blaja lak...hehe...tkpela,kehidupan mesti diteruskn...smoge segale yg berlaku menjadi suatu kenangan terindah buatku..life is great!

p/s : nntkn pic di post yg seterusnye... =)

3hari di PNB..

hye there!

masuk arini da 3 hari aku praktikal kt menare PNB jln tun razak ni...so far,surrounding ok...kwn2 yg praktikal same pun sume ok2 jgk..most of practical student come from mmu,uia,uum n also uitm.aku sorg je tersesat dr ump.hehe...staff pun sume sporting2 sgt...wat lawak smpai nk pecah perut dibuatnye..hehe...tp,aku still lg tercari2 sesuatu...

ha...

cari ape?itu rahsia..hehe...ok,aku xdpt nk update byk2 ..kantoi dgn supervisor kang..nnt aku update lg ye kwn2...tunggu..!daa...

**mode : msih terkejut dgn suatu berita yg aku terime awal pg td...huhu...

TAG 1 dr kak ecah heelism..

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions until you write the names of the 5 people.
No cheating please!

1.MyDearFiz.. ;)
2.Razan Zawani Asli
3.Noor Syazwani Waziruddin
4.Mohd Izohar Hasim
5.NorHidayah Noordin

Reminder : Don't read ahead unless you fill above names first!

Question 1 : How do you meet 1?
erm...bertemu dgnnye di suatu medium yg tidak disangka..impresi ketika itu berada di mode melankolia...utk tempoh jam yg pertama,kami sudah menerokai hampir 50% kisah melankolia msg2..kemudian,mode berubah menjadi riang dan penuh warna gembire dan akhirnya disimpulkan dgn 1 ikatan yg suci lg murni...(betul ke fiz?)hehe...insyaallah...

**melankolia atau dalam bahasa inggerisnya "melancholy" membawa maksud kesayuan, kesedihan..ok? ;)

Question 2 : On the Scale of 1 - 10, how you rate your relationship with no 1?
8..who knows mybe it will turn 10 someday?time will tell.. ;)

Question 3 : How long have you known 4?
Izo...?hmm...hampir 5tahun.

Question 4 : How do you know number 3?
oh...wani?kt henfon,aku save nama die as Wani Jimat...haha...sbb ape?kalo aku kuar shopping dgn die,die tersgtla jimat dlm bershopping even poket die penuh duit...sentiase mengingatkn aku utk tidak boros..ehe..thanks babe.. =)

Question 5 : Where 5?
UKM Bangi...kg die kt ipoh..dekat je dgn umah aku...

Question 6 : A Fact about number 1?
Fiz?Seorang yg baik n ade sense of humor..nakal...ttp menghiburkn hati..Bkwn dgn die buat aku jd selesa..ops?haha...thanks 4 being my fren,dear..

Question 7 : Who is no 4 going out with?
Izo?Adoi...rase2nye xde kot wat mase skg...(he waits 4 me...but,sorry to say la...aku tkkn balik kt die..never!)

Question 8 : What does no 1 do for living?
Seorang pelukis..n animator terkenal...hehe...

Question 9 : Would you live with number 3?
Hoho....die kwn dunia akhirat aku..xde sape leh pisahkn kami...never!

Question 10 : What do you like about no 2?
Dia slalu cover aku time aku dlm kesusahan n kebimbangan...juge sorg yg sgt comel.. memahami n mdgr bahase klasik sabahnye wat aku rase die unik...syg sgt kt die...zan,thanks 4 everything..

Question 11 : Do you miss number 5?
Sbenarnye..ya...tp,die da hlg skg ni...aku pon tak tau nape...aku msg die xbls...waa....mane ko pegi dayah oi..? ;(

Question 12 : Would you make out with number 4?
err...ntahla..aku xde perasaan bile ckp psl die...huhu..

Question 13 : What's your opinion of number 2?
Seorang yg agak clumsy..n berfikiran sgt mendalam...smpai laut china selatan pun x terselam oleh kedalaman fikiran dia...haha...

Question 14 : What is your fav memory with number 5?
oh...mase kami main air kat tmn tema air LOST WORLD TAMBUN...sgt best tau...mehla dtg ipoh...hehe..

Question 15 : What would you do if number 1 going out with number 2?
Oh...God...!!takleh2...no1 sy punye... ;p

Question 16 : ever had a long conversation with number 5?
Yup..pernah..plg tk dpt lupe kat tepi tasik kat bukit Merah Laketown Resort...haha...tp,tu sume kenangan lame je...xperlu di ingt2 lg...(tetibe ter'emo' lak..hehe...)

Question 17 : have you ever slept at number 2's house?
Tk pernah..waa...teringin nk g sabah...xpe2...mybe one day...insyaallah...

Question 18 : Do you hang out with number 3 often?
Oh...tersgtla 'often'....everytime aku balik ipoh,kitorg mesti kuar same...smpai lupe jln nk balik umah..hehe...wani la kwn rempit aku kt ipoh...slalu jln2 nek moto dgn die....shopping2,mkn2,tgk wyg,karok...sume2 la...pendek kate,die ni mmg sekepala dgn aku...sgt best kwn dgn die...

Question 19 : Who do you known the longest?
erm...wani...die plg lame aku kenal..sejak form1 lg...mase tu die duk kt sebelah aku...ingt lg betape jelesnye die bile last2 aku pindah duk sebelah azah...haha...

Question 20 : How often do you talk to number 1?
Oh..dlm 2@3 hari sekali....hehe..syg sgt kt die... ;)

Question 21 : What about number 2?
haha...ni lg la selalu...da name dok satu bilik..katil sebelah2...bile mate terpejam je kami off kn conversation..kalo x,selain tu asyik membebel je dgn die...

Question 22 : Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
yup...more than a friend..she's like a sister to me..a part of my family...

Question 23 : May be you want to go out for a date with number 5?
Date?kami bukan lesbo...haha...tp,sgt rindukn saat2 hang out dgn dayah...da lame kami xjumpe even dok satu kwsn...huhu...dayah,mane ko pegi ni...?contact la aku...waaa...!!

Question 24 : Do you dream about number 2?
Pernah bermimpi kami terbang menerjah awan malam yg kelam bertemankan bintang bergemerlapan dan sang rembulan yg bersinar menerangi alam semesta...(ops,ter hiperbola pulak..hehe..)Ya Allah,betul!Aku tak tipu....wktu tu rase xnk bgn je dr tdo...tp,lg best kalo no1 ade sekali...hehe..

Question 25 : What did number 4 did to you that you never forget?
Erm..saat die putuskan aku...huhu...

Question 26 : What have you done to number 1 that he/she never forget?
ehem2...ni rahsia peribadi kami...haha..

Question 27 : What is number 3's hobby?
Smsing with her boyfren...haha...jarang aku tgk henfon xde kt tgn die..atas moto pun die leh main sms dgn bf dia...serius,tk tipu!huish...

who do you want to tag :
++ FIZ ++
++ WAN ++
++ ATEEN ++



tu je... =)


p/s :utk kak ecah,thanks sbb tag kite yer...lepas 3P ni,jgn rindu2 sy tau...hehe...syg kt akak!!